Posted by peekaboo28, Mar 31, 2016. 403 views. ID = 7118
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Bittersweet. That's how I'm feeling right now.
It takes quite a bit for me to open myself up for people and with that being said, I don't take things lightly. If you're mad at me, I promise I will do everything in my power to fix the situation. If you tell me that you're sad, I will sit there at 2 am and by your shoulder to cry on. If you tell me you love me, well I hope you mean it because that's a biggie.
Here's my thing, I'm more of an actions speak louder than words person, and probably always will be. I could have a 'perfect' life from the outside. But if people begin to say certain things, I will believe them. However also in the same thread, I will also crumble if you lie.
Wondering if people's actions are true is the worst. It's like banging your head against the wall hoping that it will eventually not hurt. It's stupid, it's a waste of time and it's naive.
I want to ask but I don't even though I know it's time for me to face it. Until I do I will run away from everything perfect and somewhat serious and shove imaginary doubts in my head until I break.
Tell me, is it so wrong if I've fallen in love?Copyright 2016 peekaboo28. All rights reserved. FifteenMinutesOfFiction.com has been granted non-exclusive rights to display this work. For permission to reprint this item, please contact the author.
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