Sometimes I wonder..
Posted by peekaboo28, Apr 1, 2011. 1000 views. ID = 4487
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|I wrote this in maybe August of 10?|
Not quite sure, but its OLD.
Sometimes I sit down and cry
Because I feel like my tears are the only things that are there for me
Sometimes I write these crazy poems and re-read old love letters
Just to feel like you really did love me
If there really was something I could do about it
Sometimes I'll hop on my horse and ride just to get away from the pain
Sometimes I'll drive myself into sweets, cake, candy
Just to realize I need to throw up
But then I took a step back and realized that I shouldn't harm my body in any way absentmindedly
I tried doing so many things, but they all left me to a dead end
Another thought that hit me is that I love you; and I could never let you go
So is it worth it?
Hurting my body for another soul?
Tell me; is it?Copyright 2011 peekaboo28. All rights reserved. FifteenMinutesOfFiction.com has been granted non-exclusive rights to display this work. For permission to reprint this item, please contact the author.
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